Running Blind

* audio: everything you want - vertical horizon *

Happy Deepavali to all!! =)
Wishing everyone out there a safe and joyous holiday!

Back in reality.....
Today sucked major ass....felt sick the whole day....wanted to just curl up and sleep.....woke up only at 12 plus...latest ever for me, talked to my parents on the phone for a while, ate lunch....and yup, guessed right, back to sleep. Sigh, woke up around 6 15, scrambled to find something for dinner....ended up eating nothing =( and the weirdest/scariest thing happened!! i was walking in the kitchen and I suddenly like just collapsed!! Something like fainted...but I was like half conscious still....almost smacked my head on the sink.....man that would have been nasty shit. Anywayz, after I "fell", took a few minutes to get back up, then I like crawled to my bed and just lay there looking like stoned.....I must have looked quite funny haha. I was actually scared to go take a shower after that....but hey as they say here in S'pore --> bo bian lol....thankfully i got through the shower without any mishaps, so just went to the tv and channel surfed for like 10 minutes. Man tv here sucks on the weekend.....my friend said thats cuz people are supposed to be out having fun.....what about poor chaps like me? Spare a thought for us you bastards!!

Hmm, for the life of me I can't remember everything that happened on Friday....I know I went to camp as usual....but wth did I do at night? Last thing I remember doing that night was puking.....speaking of which....I think I'm sick.....oh well what doesn't kill me is supposed to make me stronger right?

Thursday night was Sgt Irfan's ORD day....so we went to have a nice HQ celebration. Greg booked us dinner at Rice Table at Suntec....it was like a buffet...food was pretty good so worth it. Joseph turned out to be a chicken eating machine.....and after we finished first round of food, kept bugging the waiter to bring him extra plates of chicken....haha ended up it didnt come. Chuan Feng came late and it was his and Greg's turn to eat everything....kept ordering more chicken and the satay lol....finally at like 9 30, Greg finished devouring his food so we planned to take a nice walk to Eski bar for drinks. Took us a while to get our bearings right haha but we made it to Eski, and after the walk, we appreciated the coldness even more. Who would have thought that Joseph of all people would end up drinking the most? Haha after the first one, he developed like a craving for alcohol and ended up spending another like $40 on a few more drinks.....and he calls himself a "good boy" lol. We relaxed in there, hung out for a bit, then around midnight decided it was time to go home. Ended up sharing a cab with Chuan Feng and Greg.....got home around 1 plus, showered and tried to sleep for a few hrs before booking in back to camp that same morning. Congratulations Irfan, you're done with the SAF. Enjoy your freedom once again and good luck with your studies! We'll keep in touch!

I'll end with a question that has bothered me for some time now.....

"Is it possible to care about someone/something too much?"

I actually have another question but I'm not gonna post it yet until I figure out the first one. Point is, whichever answer I choose, I'm still stumped. Am I missing something?


signing out....